I'm gonna keep this short. I'm planning to start checking in more often. Dare I hope for a daily note, even if it's just to say I'm still hangin' in there? We'll see.
I'm struggling a little bit. The Winter Blahs have set in and when those set in early, like they have done this year, the blahs clash, BIG time, with my Holiday Shit-Storm. The Holiday Shit-Storm is when I run around with an expectation of perfection and try to do it all, but I always fall short.
Cookies, homemade wrapping paper, snowflakes with the kids, parties, shopping, beautiful decorations.
How on earth am I going to accomplish that in the state I'm in? I won't. So, right now, I'm going to just have one expectation of myself, and that is...wait for it. It's a biggie.
I'm going to get dressed when I wake up.
Yeah, that's it. I've been living in my pajamas, fuzzy pink slippers, and bathrobe, and call me crazy, but I just don't feel that energetic or productive in that getup, so I'm going to make a point of getting dressed when I wake up, instead of 5 minutes before my husband is due home.
What happens when the Winter Blues and the Holiday Shit-Storm occur concurrently? I have to lower my expectations, that's what.
Ahh...I love the idea of starting with one thing like this...it makes sense to me! Feel free to bug me any time if you want to chat.
ReplyDeleteHa, yes, the concurrence of the Winter Blahs and Holiday Shit-Storm sounds like a perfect reason to be kind to yourself :)
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